It’s amazing, but even when you’ve gone through certain things more than once, it never prepares you to go through it again. Today, although Sophie’s appointment isn’t until late this afternoon, he m reminded of all the people and pets I’ve lost who I loved dearly. I’m in agony over this. Terrified. Just please let it not be what I’m thinking. I can’t lose her now.
Even worse, I’ve been neglecting my own health in response to recent events, and I can’t seem to work in the doctor appointments that I need to make to get back on track. I’ll never be well, but I need to be able to manage my life, and that’s not happening at present.
Anyway, I’ll be able to deal with it if I can just get some good news in the midst of all the bad. Just let Sophie be ok.
Cheryl Peña 
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